Usually I find solace in writing here on my blog, but not this time. I feel so angry with myself fo feeling this way when I have so much to be grateful for and there are people out there who are suffering more than I would ever know. It’s no use trying to explain the feeling of darkness and exhaustion. What is even more exhausting is trying so hard, but then the shadows still manage to creep up on me… There used to be someone I could chat to but then backs are turned and I don’t blame them. So now, if I could nurse this headache away which always accompanies my black dog, then things might start feeling brighter and better.